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| Lust often , Love always |
[25 Nov 2006|04:44am] |
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My sleep cycle is so messed up. I slept at 7am this morning cause i came home at 630am.Nevermind about that , i woke up at 5pm today and im up till now which is uhhh like 440 am. GO ME. i should elaborate more about my thanksgiving/black friday but im lazy.
Im so out of it. i dont even know why im on livejournal , i opened the my sociology text. read one line of politic and the economy and i feel sleepy already.
wonders of the textbook. talked to manda just now , and now i must study study or i can kiss usc goodbye. stupid 4.0 -ers.
death cab for cutie always makes me feel so spaced out and then akon makes me wanna dance. yadayda. im going to make myself sleep.
edit : ok 3 more weeks and its freedom. ok i can do it . can can can. 2 more math exams. 8365382650 more math quizzes and just 2 more english papers. and one more sociology exam. yesyes. thats it. i can do it. yes i cant. be optimistic. then i can party and get wasted.and not be so life-less.
the more exciting part of me will be back after the 15 dec. yeyesyes. hola
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[18 Nov 2006|11:49pm] |
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Today I : cut my bangs cause they were getting hella fucking annoying
and we were so happy they charged us only for our bangs =)
bought all my make up essentials from M.A.C (duh)
got the black havianas(FINALLY IN STOCK) and the scarve thing
met the rest at night for LASER TAG
3 more weeks of lessons. and then finals weeek! hell yea. i only have one paper for finals so im all good. then SINGAPORE. yes i said it. im coming home for 3 weeks for christmas break. im ecstatic. christmas is coming coming , everywhere is getting hella christmassy. mhmmm.
i should start writing out my christmas list and send it out to everyone in the world. so hopefully someone can get me the oscar de la renta dress , or the marc jacobs vans or a pair of uggs. whatever i can buy the shoes myself. someone should really buy me the oscar de la renta. perfection <3
or a subscribtion to british or french vogue.
The trailer for Harry porter and the order of the phoenix is out. and so are the production shots. and he actually kissed that asian girl..katie leung or whasaname. shes so uh un-pretty. There are millions of hotter , prettier , sweeter , thinner asian girls out there WITH the scottish/british accent if thats what they want. seriously why her?
dammmmmn
and oh PREMONITION is coming out next march. JULIEN MCMAHON. my love oh my love. and HAPPY FEET is out and i actually wanna like watch. fat fluffy furry penguins. doesnt it make you go awwwww
and i decided to get my drivers permit =) laledum
"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."
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| You were a priority, was I an option? |
[11 Nov 2006|12:26pm] |
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*i have no more fiji water
*i need a new hairstyle
*ive only completed 1/4 of ONE of my essays
and i have an exam on monday which i only read one chapter
*i miss chicken rice,fishball noodles,charkwayteow, carrot cake and kangkon
dude im so asian
*wheres my mos burger?
*julius better keep his promise and come visit so he can bring my 97497534 things from singapore
*i was thinking of getting my nose pieced but im afraid it would look hella skanky
*navel piercing before summer '07
*i should get a manicure and a pedicure before winter break
*HELLO NYC CHRISTMAS
*i wished i was in san diego now but kinda glad i didnt go
*i need 5 more pairs of flipflops
6 more pairs of flats and 8 more pairs of sneakers
*im craving for lychee maritnis
*I want to go to mos and balcony with my girlfriends back home
*i miss clubbing. alot alot.
*i want that marc jacobs top.
*take me to downtown sf now
chyyyyeah.im so random.sonoma chicken coop last night with audrey, victoria and ' i forgot his name' =x dang i remember faces but never names. sometimes its the other way though. i never remember both faces and names. hahaha. ok anw , dinner was good, hella full and i wished i'd save some room for dessert. owell! was good was good.
the past 2 weeks been good, hella packed. FTC was hella fun , the dance was cool and the people were awesome cept that we slept in exceptionally small cabins , so small i hope that i'll never be so poor that i have to live in such places in my life. seriously. it was so hard to move around. and it was hella cooooold
and and and i hate to say this but im probably not going back to singapore for winter break cause my mom told me to go to nyc instead since jeremiah would be back for christmas in newyork and i shouldnt keep coming home cause it beats the purpose of being in the states. my dad was like' you can shop in newyork and see the world instead of returning home again and again' haha i feel so loved by my parents =/
DANG i want to go home so i can club everyday , maybe THATS WHY they dont want me back, im such an alcoholic.
at least i dont smoke and drink
less than 5 weeks to the end of school.HELL. im so happy im dancing to myself
whateverrrrrs
here are the pictures.
actually theres alot more but but it already took all the willpower in me to upload this lil amount. im lazy. deal with it <3
edit: yay i finally resized them. go me
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[30 Oct 2006|04:47pm] |
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halloween weekend was awesome. and tomorrow's halloween itself
hellyea. and so it means all my homework's undone ewh.
haha we were supposed to write what we learned.and i just wrote i didnt learn anything.
i hope she gives me at least 1 point out of 5.
hella pictures taken
yay but im lazy to load them.
will load them up on monday after i come back from ftc in sonora
i was a fairy. haha a fucked up one.
and and and life's grand. kinda cept for my financial status. its going doooooown baby its going dooown
and right now im going to the mall to get my sweatshirt and pants from anf so i wont freeze
and prolly shoes
hahaha im doing doooooooown
tmr ima egg your house.
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| behind my eyes i feel the hollow jabs of your morphine kiss |
[15 Oct 2006|03:10pm] |
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oh love of mine , someday you'll be mine
dont worry ive not died or anything. i still go out and im still myself even though i don update much.( 50% of my entries are friends only though cause people are busybodies) life has been absorbing and school isnt making my time any less hectic
study study study study study. exam exam exam exam exam. die die die die die.
im in state of shock after realiizing i have 5 uncompleted math assignments plus an outline to do for tomorrow's in class written essay and 2 unstudied exams.
may god bless me
and like yay , warner drive is finally on itunes. so go buy their songs cause theyre awesome.
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[05 Oct 2006|09:14pm] |
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| be my illusion and i'll be your distraction |
[27 Sep 2006|05:40pm] |
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Fall tv has taken over my life.
The new season of grey's anatomy is here , the new season of desperate housewives is here,the new season of antm is here and also the new season of one tree hill is here.
GOOD TV and all starts when school starts. =/
so its like homework + tv = bad combination.
one day if noone marries me , i'll marry the tv. my companion for life. and oh it never does and never will cheat on me.
ooooh american tv... i love you. i didnt even touch the tv when i went home for the summer. every show's a season behind. its pretty sad.
so school's cool.math kills. and sociology is like murder. he just goes on and on bout sociologists and sociology. but he releases us 45 mins before class is supposed to end. so i guess its cool.
he wouldnt even know if im present cause he doesnt take roll , he just passes the paper around and you just write your name down.
and oh btw our school recently has became so 'alive' , we have like live(horrible) entertainment everyday during lunch hours..like this live band made up of old men, singing and playing instruments. hilarious and annoying
some guy was like' this is fucked up entertainment' how very true.
today's only the 3rd day and im stressed beyond imaginable. math test today..went pretty fine i guess. well i hope? and i have 2 essays due monday.
and i have to come up with a rough draft tmr cause i have an appointment with miss patton tmr about the essay for english.
sociology essay = im completly fucking utterly clueless.
it was so funny. i was asking the girl next to me for the sociology class website so i could get the study guide and she wanted to write down her email address for me cause she thought i was asking for it cause mr pasion was like ' contact your classmates' HAHA
i felt bad though.
as i type i realise i have very limited vocabulary.
i like shopping + girlfriends+coffee+eyecandy+cute shoes+rad hair
and i miss home , my girlfriends,shopping everyday at orchard though theres nothing to buy but i'll still buy,screaming at beatrice when she takes forever to shop(cause im the kinda shopper that grabs and go , if i like it i'll just take it and she'll walk around for like forever and try it on and it bugs me haha),my 3 dollar chicken rice, my family,my big big bed,my bathroom where i throw everything everywhere,walking to chompchomp,taking taxis everywhere and where the streets actually have streetlamps
oh my.good ol' singapore
AND NOW I HAVE TO READ MY SOCIOLOGY TEXT. actually i tried to in the library and i literally almost fell asleep.
I will be your accident if you will be my ambulance. and i will be your screech and crash if you will be my crutch and cast. and i will be your one more time if you will be my one last chance, so fall for me
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[24 Sep 2006|10:58pm] |
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omg i just REMEMBERED tmr's the first day of the fall quarter,i haven packed my bag though i have nothing to bring cause i haven bought a single book.
laldeum.i have miss trayer's early morning class tmr that i have to go to cos i have yet to get into the afternoon class which im hoping to get in. so i dont have class on fridays.
hell yeah
and glynis darling...thanks for doing the webcam nonsense with me.you made my day even though i left you to watch the new season of desperate housewives.
mr plumber youre so hot even though youre in coma. ok for some reason that sounded sadistic. wasnt meant to sound that way. haha
i love you.i love you.i love you <3
and i miss you
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[15 Sep 2006|03:11am] |
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is there some place we could go to be alone?
One last thing before you go.
A little song to let you know that
i never wanted to be anything,
but everything to you.. my dear.
ok its past 3 freaking am in the morning and im hella awake.being a loser like fonzzy said i was for staying up like that .ok this is messed up. like nearly a week and my sleep cycle has yet to fall back in what we call ' the normal cycle' bleah on a lighter note,we're going shopping tomorrow! and im going to like pre-order the touch-screen camera <3
then i could go camwhore so people could stop complaining bout my lack of pictures. but im so fat the camera wouldnt be able to capture all of me.
angel darling. please get online so i can talk to you about the boys in my life. haha BOYS theyre so absolutely confusing. i cant wait to go back to school
i need to get out of nor.cal. im sending out my application for santa monica college in december.amazing plan. LOS ANGELES + the oc =life
JOLYNA OH JOLYNA IF YOURE EVEN READING THIS PLEASE COME BACK CAUSE THE APARTMENT MISSES YOU
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[06 Sep 2006|11:04pm] |
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there are no flowers, no not this time,
there'll be no angels gracing the lines,
just these stark words, i find.
i'd show a smile, but i'm too weak
i'd share with you could i only speak,
just how much this, hurts me
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| she had the eyes of an angel with a heart like a traitor |
[29 Aug 2006|01:54am] |
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so bitch. stop playing games cause i play your games better than you do.pretty sad isnt it? well baby this is reality,cut the pretence cause i can already see through it.rather pathetic that instead of making me seem like the loser you made yourseld the major one. life's hard and it hurts to lose. being a bitch never works...stop it.this is the last time i'll ever rant about this i promise cause im not as low as you. sweetheart youre so low.
and baby im laughing at you now. wait im not so pathetic.
hahaha ok im not such a bitch i swear. some people are so fake it makes my eyes roll and my laughter uncontrollable.
my girlfriends really do keep me sane. and so does retail theraphy & the oh so sinful food.
other than my friends...this country really bores me though i really really appreciate being back , i contradict too much for my own good. 75% of me misses california but the thought of leaving my bestest friends kinda kills me cause the friends out there are just different. ij girls are love <3
so most of us realise after secondary school that we convent girls are really hated by the majority, but seriously we love who we are though meryl and i agree we were hella bitchy for no reason. those 4 years in an ij school was the most backstabbing/bitching ive ever or will encounter in my entire life but it'll be the most amazing 4 years i'll ever have...especially sec 4 year with amelia and all. we miss it so much that we talk about everytime we talk about school.
i never thought i'd say this..but i miss secondary school. hahaha especially sitting with amelia and nerrissa LOL and chinese lessons with c-o-c-o-n-u-t.
2 weeks gone and only 1 1/2 more weeks left here.i dont really wanna go back since i have responsibilities and stuff to do while in singapore all i do is slack and i have my whole life here. i have nothing in california...not even my precious most comfortable bed in the entire world. lmao. i love my bed so much that i want to fly it back there.
thailand this week i suppose? i dont know if im going but maybe i should since most people are at school.
and then i could shop till i dont feel like shopping which actually will never happen cause when i shop i dont ever stop.
the very pretty manolo blahnik jeweled pump is gonna be mine mine mine once i go back to california =)
everyone should go club with us at cocolatte on the 8th
<3 i love!
AND GLYNIS TAN PLEASE CALL ME LAR
Would you draw me with your pencils and your pen, make me much prettier than I really am?
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| does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? |
[10 Aug 2006|11:32am] |
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OMFGZX im done and over with summer school. no school for slightly over a month =)) and best thing is im so close to home i can smell it hahaha. im pathetic i swear.
im leaving san jose this afternoon for san ramone and then i'll head back to san francisco airport for singapore. mhmm sounds so good.
but but everything is unpacked, my shoebag and my dunks are in the locker at school , my laundry is undone and the food in the fridge are uncleared. best thing is I HAVE 3 HOURS LEFT.
beautiful.
anyway we have to leave for the mall now , so love you people , see you in singapore
<3
edit:so i just got an email , cheer is gonna do fundraising at a STANFORD FOOTBALL GAME. ughfghfgghxxhg i wannnnnt. BUT thing is ive been missing in action from cheer ever since last quarter PLUS i wont be in california.
damn fuck but im most probably going for the ucla vs stanford game so its all goooooood
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[06 Aug 2006|02:45am] |
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hello world. NATASHA QUEK IS BACK...to livejournal-ing. its been long but im back. livejournal got old after awhile just like myspace but then again it got kinda tempting to play around with it all over again cos im an internet loser.
and i'll be in singapore in exactly a week's time =) im so excited to have my old social life back , its not like i dont like the people here..theyre cool but nothing beats home. all my girlfriends and bestest girlfriend MERYL WEE
its kinda weeird like how i was all ' oh i dont wanna come home for summer i'd settle for christmas' and now home seems to be the only thing im looking forward to. everyday i wake up and be like IM GOING TO SINGAPORE and i'd be like ahhhhhhhhhh all of a sudden. and im going around annoucing my departure. shit natasha you never change do you.
WADE ROBSON IS GOING TO BE IN SINGAPORE, god has answered my prayers. omg. hahaha NOW someone tell me i'd get tickets cos ive been waiting for forever. everyone who knows me know my craziness over that guy cos hes just my kind of boy. dancerboy type and all toned up. oooooooh recently i like my guys thug hah dont ask me why and CHANNING TATUM is yet another craze.
i dont like to gush over boys cos it makes me all emo especially guys i know and like real-life
ive been spending none stop and that sucks. i should just close the doors of apartment #213 and stay inside till im ready to leave for the airport. yesssssssssss? or no
and just because i deleted all my entires now my lj shows that i posted 365 comments and received none, i feel like a loser who posts comments for people and receive none HAHAHA
oh this is like ORGASM
I thought that I was strong,
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave,"
but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
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